Friday, June 29, 2007
visiting grandma

I've just been to the nursing home to visit my grandma... somehow I just know that I will not be able to hold my tears back... yeap.. I cried.. and when my grandma saw us, she moaned and teared too... I think she could still recognise me..

I feel sad that we have to leave her there.. and she's upset that we're leaving her behind everytime we go and visit... but we really can't take care of her at home... :-(

It's so upsetting, I don't even know what to ask her or tell her... I can't make her more comfortable, nor grant her wish of letting her go home... The tv is right in front of her bed, but she can't even watch it.. as it is not placed facing her direction... And TV used to be her source of day time entertainment.. and now that's being taken away from her too... My heart is totally crushed. I miss her so much... I miss her talking, and nagging at me, and to just have a meal together.. I miss holding her hand and walking side by side with her.. Despite the obvious, that she's not going to get any better, I still hope and really pray that she will, somehow...

|pammy| 7:58 pm|
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