Thursday, May 11, 2006
crushed and torn
This is the feeling that I have right now after all the lectures that I have attended.
Crushed
Crushed by the fact that there are so many people dying each day and we're still calmly sipping coffee and sitting around.
Crushed by the impact of human evolution and technologies. Disgusting!
Crushed by the way massages are conveyed as an outsider to the world's problems. As though we are not part of the real problem and that it is not directly affecting us.
And erked by the way they talk always about the poorest Africa, and the most powerful Europe, while undermining the importance and effects that Asia has made. China, India and Ex-Soviets should never be underestimated, yet, they were not highlighted more significantly. For I believe that these are the countries that most definately have the ability to overthrow the balance in the current Europe dorminant world.
Again, crushed, by the question: What are the possible solutions for the World's troubles? I'm saying possible, not definate, nor immediate here. Who's out there making a difference, making things happen right now?
Torn
Torn between my responsibilities as a daughter, a student and my response to what I'm seeing, hearing and learning.Torn, by not being able to tell my side of the story and knowledge to others.
Torn simply by the fact that I am not able to do anything about all that I'm seeing, hearing, learning. I'm angst!
Torn between speaking with a global view of things: with no religion, believes, history, whatsoever, and speaking in the context of nationality, identity and cultural differences that are so evidently neglected in this sad sad world as well as the topics that I'm currently engaging in.
Torn, that I am so inadequately equipped with the right networks and the necessary language skills or any other useful tactics in order to convey what I've learnt throughout the years and make something happen....Crushed and Torn...
|pammy|
1:10 pm|
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