Sunday, July 31, 2005
Believing
I always end up taking the second best option. Always not able to get into the course that I badly want. But I do see that God has been good to me all these years. That throughout my entire life, though I could not get want I most wanted, but He had blessed me with many good things along the way. As least I know I have enjoyed my life thus far and am most glad to share with everyone of my numerious experiences..So once again, I'm disappointed that I'm not able to make my way to Tasmania for UTAS - Arts & Fine Arts BA (Natural Environment & Wilderness Studies + Fine Arts Painting) something that I really really REALLY wanted to do... SIGH... It looks soooooo gooooood to be true!!! I even got a place in the course already!!! But I can't goooooo... I'm absolutely devasated... :'(
"Lord, as a child of little faith, I may not have seen the bigger picture, the perfect plan that you have for me. But Lord, I pray that day by day, you will reveal the plan to me and show me that You are there all the while. You have painstakingly mould me to what I am today, and insisted that I learn wait. Then wait I have to do... but Father, I pray that You will grant me patience and allow me to see that you have indeed a better option for me ahead... An option that can beat this one anytime! Just don't leave me hanging like my mom does... Amen..." 
weak & small like the cotton bug
|pammy|
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